Haha.. one of the nicest poem i ever read.. please read it.. loudly.. it's cool.. i swear :)

八月中秋山林凉

风吹大地草枝摆

甘霖老毋赶羚羊

来年羊毛超级买

草枝摆啊赶羚羊

赶羚羊啊草枝摆

庭院织芭为君开

都蓝山黎金支摆

天摇地动舟渡薄

老标摆啊老标摆

金支摆啊老标摆

老标摆啊金支摆

if you dun get it.. forget it -_-"'

NEW BACKGROUND SONG!

okok...i know i haven't been here for sooooooooo long.. can almost smell the dust.. i promised i'll be back more frequently.. with a new skin.. by me of course.. lol...

anyways.. the new background song.. titled Thank You Lord is sung by my church peeps.. very nice!!! must hear!!!

HEAR THIS

know this blog has been so dead.. but im back with this very nice song...

its was written by janet jackson long time ago.. for her friend who died of AIDS... and i think this song is really damn touching.. if u didnt hear anything in the background.. wait a while.. or just click the grey player there on the right if u really didnt hear anything..

the lyrics are below.. make sure u can hear the song first... follow the lyrics :) .. tag some comments



TOGETHER AGAIN
There are times when I look above and beyond
There are times when I feel your love around me baby
I'll never forget ma' baby
(I'll never forget you)

There are times when I look above and beyond
There are times when I feel your love around me baby
I'll never forget ma baby
When I feel that I don't belong
Draw my strength
From the words when you said
Hey it's about you baby
Look deeper inside you baby

(Bridge)
Dream about us together again
When I want us together again baby
I know we'll be together again 'cause

(Chorus)
Everywhere I go
Every smile I see
I know you are there
Smilin' back at me
Dancin' in moonlight
I know you are free
Cuz' I can see your star
Shinin' down on me

(Together again ooh )
Good times we'll share again
(Together again ooh )
That makes me wanna dance
(Together again ooh)
Say it loud and proud
(Together again ohh)
All my loves for you

Always been a true angel to me
Now above
I can't wait for you to wrap your wings around me baby
Wrap them around me baby
Sometimes hear you whisperin'
No more pain
No worries will you ever see now baby
I'm so happy for ma baby

(Bridge)
I dream about us together again
When I want us together again baby
I know we'll be together again 'cause

(Chorus)
Everywhere I go
Every smile I see
I know you are there
Smilin' back at me
Dancin' in moonlight
I know you are free
Cuz' I can see your star
Shinin' down on me

(Together again ooh )
Good times we'll share again
(Together again ooh )
That makes me wanna dance
(Together again ooh)
Say it loud and proud
(Together again ohh)
All my loves for you

There are times when I look above and beyond
There are times when I feel you smile upon me baby
I'll never forget ma baby
What'll I give just to hold you close
As on earth
In heaven we will be together baby
Together again ma baby

(Chorus)
Everywhere I go
Every smile I see
I know you are there
Smilin' back at me
Dancin' in moonlight
I know you are free
Cuz' I can see your star
Shinin' down on me

(Chorus)
Everywhere I go
Every smile I see
I know you are there
Smilin' back at me
Dancin' in moonlight
I know you are free
Cuz' I can see your star
Shinin' down on me

e3 camp

a camp that i have been draining my brain juice for.. which fortunately turn out to be a camp that i'll nvr forget...

day 1

waiting so patiently for campers to arrive.... was like at the canteen.. preparing stuff... got my walkie talkie...the best part.. lol... then i suddenly need something.. so i went in to the hall and shout that the top of my voice.. DID I REALISE... many campers have already arrived! all staring at me! lol.. damn shy... i was like... "err..err...err.."
they played game and i was patrolling.. going from group to group to check their debriefing.. that was my job alright.. haha.. but they did it so damn well.. i was so comforted...
got to see some real cute campers... but all so shy! me, as a very shy guy (or is it?) tried to approach them.. haha... and the funniest part was no one seems to care about my existance!.. had night walk.. quite fun la...
most of the time i was flag stealing.. :)

day 2

that day was the best day of all.. at first we started with amazing race.. which 4 of the organising com was busy tracking down the location of the groups... teacher quite pissed off cause we kept repeating the same informaton... lol.. then when they came back all was so so so tired.. talk to them they show me bad face.. especially that boon how.. lol.. always thought he hated me.. haha....
then it was campfire... so touching la... we dance, sang, and see ppl act.. and kai qing and i were the mcees!! damn cool.. although i know i suck... kai qing was so much better... aiya.. female ma...
after that campfire ppl was like so tired... but then i was busy selling my emails to ppl la.. and then got one guy.. calling ming jun was like "jasper, can u be my bf?" lol.. ming jun ah ming jun.. i will nvr forget that...
words could't explain the times i have in the camp

day 3

haiz.. breaking camp soon.. couldnt bear to leave them worz.. all so cute... debrief and photo take... haiz...
but when i went home.. msn was flooded with campers! lol... and amazingly, boon how added me.. wich to my surprise he dun hate me at all.. lol.. too sensetive la me...



to all the campers who see this or don't.. heres a song for you :)

i always look back
as i walk away
this memory will last
for eternity
and all of our tears
will be lost in the rain
when i find my way back
to your arms again
but until that day
u know u are
the queen of my heart.. :)

through this camp i met so many new friends.. fukie, the campers, many many... nvr regreted.. though it seems over.. well.. its like we planed from june till now.. and the organiseing com have such great bonds... use to talk on phone, msn like for hours just to settle stuff.. but now all seems gone and well, kai qing went back to her own life with brendon, jun zhi to his and timo to his.. like an ending to the fairytale... but guys, everyone who is involved in this camp.. i will nva forget you guys.. although i have short term memory :)

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Ich fühlen müde

ich bin zehr traurig.. zelten e3 töten mich.. Bitte hör auf! Gibt es hier ein problem mit?.. jeder ist das problem, Lehrer, student, arrg!

hilfe...

Dang Dang Dang Dang!!!

and again.. this yr i witnessed 2 weddings!
its may and david's one.. dun have their pic tough..
and we had our choir today la! we sang i cherish the treasure..
haha..

School Day's back in action...

haiz.. today straight 6 hours of study stuff...
math - probability
chem - alkanes
econs - national income...

died
real died.. so boring la!!!
anyway after that i got e3 meeting..
i tell you ahh.. i really wan die le.. this e3 thing is killing me... killing.. killed...
the two tans really asked too much le.. haiz...
then after that i rush down to church for choir.. tmr may's wedding...
haiz.. k la.. i got nothing to blog le...
damn stressed..
damn f up..
almost cried...
but then..
well
haiz...
what can i do??

yet another

another test i got.. what should i major in...

Your Scholastic Strength Is Inspiring Others

You are great at developing a vision, and getting others to adopt your way of thinking. You are talented at leading, balancing tasks, and helping people work together. You should major in: Counseling Environmental studies Law Social work Political science Nursing

What Should You Major In?

i imagine!!!

went to kai qing blog and saw this.. who are my celebrity sisters.. i wanna one for myself! like who are my celebrity brothers.. but dun have.. and it says "Girl-only blog things big at the top".. but who cares.. i just did the questionaire.. imagining that im a girl.. haha...
it was quite successful la.. like suddenly changing my mindset of a girl...

and this is what the result is...

Your Celebrity Sisters Are Paris and Nicky

Wild, infamous, and stunningly gorgeous. You cause a scene wherever you go

Who Are Your Celebrity Sisters?

yeah.. fated.. lol

Sentosa! Island Life!!!

went sentosa today!
with loong wye and carie..
we met at eleven by right.. then i was 7 mins late.. then dunno which courtesyLESS person suggest to go shopping at vivo first.. so when i reached.. i was like... stucked there.. for 10 mins.. but i dun blame them la.. haha cause its my fault for being late..
then we had a damn hard time deciding where to eat..
you know.. carie and loong wye (LW <-- too long to type) are high-end freaks and im the cheapo ones.. so we got clashes at places we want to eat.. although they say "oh.. its ok la.. banquet banquet lo.. i anything de".. but i can see in their eyes they are like "omg.. cheapo jasper.. idiot... make us eat beggar's food".. lol...
then we went sentosa.. ran for the bus... thought i was gonna leave... but it waited at the berth for another 5 mins.. arrg.. dunno who la.. ask us to run!! so kiasu!!!
carie mum called and scolded her... skipped class..

when we reached sentosa, carie and lw had hard time to find place to change... lw want to change to his gay sleeveless New Urban Male singlet.. and carie change to her FBT outfit.... then when they were changing.. i were cruising.. haha
then we played volleyball... so lame la.. it was like.. i serve, lw failed to hit, then i serve again, lw failed to hit, then i serve again, lw failed to hit.. for like 10 times (what school team member sia, lol!).. carie was my partner.. haha.. i was poking her arm most of the time.. like the feel of a turkey.. fat fat one.. lol..
then we were like so thirsty.. we wanted to go to 7-eleven.. left our bags below a tree..
while on the tram.. we waited like 10 mins.. then suddenly i felt water on my hand... zzzz
raining!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
we rain like siao to savage our bags.. haha
after that was volleyball, sun tanning, volleyball, sun tanning, volley ball, flirting (we and some cute little british girl we saw, lol)...
carie was sad.. so we left early...
to vivocity.. haha
window shop lo.. the most boring one... no money no talk.. lol..
eat at burger king.. again.. hard time choosing... due to the same old reason...
my hand swell cause of the volleyball... haiz.. red dots and patches...
ya
thats all i guess
but afterall it was fun la.. real fun.. 3 ppl nia.. but surprisingly fun...

p.s. (something irrelavent to what happened today)
NEED NO CLUE.. YOU KNOW WHO LE...

Cheers!

You must watched this.. if you cant hear the stuff they are saying.. click the movie and it will link you to youtube... it's damn nice.. you MUST watch it...

Mutation in Singapore!

Achtung! The Singapore Institute of Radioactive Waste Management have received complaints of mutated children. In the town of Serangoon, a 17 yr old girl, Kai qing has been found mutated! The researchers are undergoing heavy research work on this particular girl. In addition, suspection of mutation increase to 99% when they heard her laughter! What is exactly happening to Singapore? Stay tune for more....

Milk and Cereal!

i found this lip sync thingy on youtube.. damn nice.. damn cute.. damn fun!

Where i work...


haha.. this is the place i work... Raffles Town Club... erm... well.. got nice working experience there.. met alot of new friends.. haha!

now i hate buses and LRTs

today was the dry run session for the e3 camp..
i died..
morning was bad.. i woked up at 7am.. cause of a late night sleep the day before
late.. scolded bymr philip tan.. haiz.. have to understand ma.. i live in bedok lehz...

we tried out lots of games and well.. was quite fun la.. laughing here and there..
and laughing at jun zhi's mole.. (sorry jun zhi! we will try to reduce the joking thing!)
actually was quite tesned up la..
mr philip tan wasn't happy with the attendence.. and said those who aren't present will be kicked out of camp
but i thought it was unfair.. cause he said.. "this group of people are more trustworthy"
what's more, he said this group of people wil be the core leaders.. will receive better testimonial..
pls la.. how could he judge on one single meeting at say that this group of people are trustworhty?
some people nvr even come on OTHER practices and only came for once or twice...
some ppl like jia qing came everytime, except today.. cause he got stomach flu.. and failed to get the recognition...
i repeated the word pissed like so many times today la.. cause im really pissed...
then after that was lunch...
kai qing will love this part...
the rain was so heavy.. so strong.. that we were halt in the COVERED WALKWAY... ya.. its covered.. yet the rain blew so damn strong.. really damn strong.. and we just bent down there, not moving.. trying to move.. but it was too strong.. we can only shout.. and laugh... tell you ah.. our abs laugh till like damn damn pain la..
hmm...
then at around 2.. we went out to racky the 7 sec schools...
damn tiring..
this was the part that i grow disgust for transportation...
change here and there... damn tiring...
haha.. thot kept doing stuff at me.. damn cute la.. haha!
thanks kai qing was around.. else i will be damn alone.. no one to vent my anger...

haiz... this e3 thing is killing me le... cause there's so many things to do.. yet so little time.. and so many discontentment from the upper level... haiz..

Fraller's "What IF?" #2 : I marry Oprah Winfrey


10 things that will happen to me if i marry her

1) i need not use Guan Hua brand toilet paper that tears easily as soon as it touch my butt cheeks
2) i need not pay for anything.. cause i own them
3) i will be on national television "Oprah Winsfrey, Singapore edition"
4) SRJC will be renamed after me, Jasper Institute of Bimbotic and Himbotic people
5) i can purchase Gabriel for my good friend Carie
6) i can cut my urge to rob Mr. Ho off his retiree money
7) who needs ATM? i am the ATM
8) i can start a "Kai Qing Day" by buying tons and tons of helium, making people talk and laugh like her
9) i can finally buy a proper piece of undies, for i am on commando everyday (i bet you dunno :) )
10) i can buy A' Lvl cert for everyone :)

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have high extroversion. You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends. You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation. Enthusiastic and fun, you're the first to say "let's go!" Conscientiousness: You have medium conscientiousness. You're generally good at balancing work and play. When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done. But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it. Agreeableness: You have medium agreeableness. You're generally a friendly and trusting person. But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism. You get along well with others, as long as they play fair. Neuroticism: You have low neuroticism. You are very emotionally stable and mentally together. Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly. Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed - making others feel secure. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is high. In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas. You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits. A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

The Five Factor Personality Test

FREEAKing pissed

it was common test
then promo
then A lvl chinese
then A lvl project work
then now?! e3 camp...

stressssssssssss!
i have a teacher who throw things at us to do...
i dunno is it good or bad..
but well.. i just wanna say alot of us is dying...

planning this and that
confusing stuff..
plan and replan
plan le ppl not happy then replan
you think we got lots of time?
we 4 of us are like dying la....
i know it's our responsibility... but the thing is.. at least help?
then suddenly got so many problems.. this guy wan be group leader.. then create so much of a commotion... then games not good enough...
just had a conference call...
damn pissed off...
talk this topic then suddenly one guy talk the other..
what u guys want sia?
cant u ppl just settle down with one problem, and move on to the other?
im not scolding anyone.. just pissed.. with having so many things to do....
5 days must complete 2 heavy ppt presentation, OP, Personal Excellence... die
timothy, jun zhi, and kai qing... you guys have made me happy working with u...
BUT ppl!... get things clear ONE BY ONE...
just trying to vent my fustrations... you wont understand a man with so much things stuck in his brain...
wanna hurl vulgar de.. but i not like my brother.. who scolded me vagina (in hokkien) and bloddy fu*ker yesterday cause i need to use the comp for PW and he cant use (crap right?)... but God will punish him.. i shant' care about that guy..
the thing is he always ask me do stuff for him.. but when i need help.. i get sai (shit)...
anyway.. ppl out there.. including my 3 dearest EXCOs.. if i sound fierce or what.
IM SORRY.. didnt mean to.. this is me when im fustrated and have bad headache...

spill wine... like santa

worked yesterday at r*ffl*s to*n club.. and i spilled red wine on one of singapore's CEO... this is what happened....

the whole table of eleven asked for wine
served 7, left 4 at side station..
took 2 first (cause im afraid of spillage), head off to the table.. served one..
then when i was about to walk forward, my round try hit the chair..
the tall wine glass topples...
SPILL... made the person like SANTA... red, alcoholly, (she did almost go.. ho ho ho)
i said sorry like a thousad times... she smiled, forcefully.. to remain courteous i guess... but i think she is one of the best CEOs.. some demand service like as tough he paid a billion for it.. but she
she smiled.. and just said "it's ok"...
but then.. i looked at her prada bag.. red, alcoholly, (and it did almost go..ho ho ho).. i was so guilty
and so embarresed, petrified to be exact...
but luckily.. everything was normal later...
but that day was rushing like hell.. my partner eddy almost died.. kept couging.. like TB..
luckilly got bryan.. who helped me carry some food in...
(THANKS BRYAN)..

anyway.. went out with carie today..
she was right.. i couldnt take it anymore...
i'm damn busy.. damn damn... and have time for no one...
so if anyone out there think otherwise.. and keep thinking negative
i can do nothing..
i have already enough burden
enough stress
enough things to care
i don't even have a bit of memory to remember things (ask carie, she knows it well)
thus... for everyone who think i have no time for u.. ya.. FOR THIS PERIOD OF TIME.. i do not have...
and i have to apologise for that... i didn't mean to.. too much commition.. sorry.. sorry.. sorry

tomorow is my PW oral presentation.. how i wish god drop a time machine so that i can skip a day.. and go straight to friday... if only "death note" was like "time machine".. light will write a person's name and he or she will skip a day... then if thats the case.. i will call him up and write my name instead... and kill "L" cause everyone will love the time machine...and "L"!! hold the phone properly!

ACHTUNG!
friday got work from 12noon to 12pm..

PowerPoint, my lao peng you (old best friend in hokien)

sian! today i was stucked to the comp.. one for my pw presentation, another for my e3 camp coming this december.. arrg! one presentation after another.. haha.. but i was quite happy with the e3's presentation.. quite nice.. lol

here they are

My OP Presentation


for the camp!

lol.. if you guys have anything u all want to do on powerpoint. .can ask me help.. haha.. provided im free

Words Painted on;
10:32 PM

The Covenant


haha.. just came back home from movie.. The covenant.. a story about 4 guys possessing ancient powers and have to battle with one spirit, who have the backing of his father's powers i guess... that is.. the father say "i will my power to blahblah" then he will die, then the guy will have his powers.. erm.. dun really understand much of the story.. one cause of my weak command of english.. second cause they are whispering throughout the movie most of the time, third cause americans look all the same to me.. so i dunno who is who.. haha...

Words Painted on;
12:15 AM

Saturday, November 04, 2006

dang dang dangdang, dang dang dangdanG!


yeh! my uncle finally got married.. haha... rushed back from my grandma house to put up this pics.. actually there are more pics.. but then.. it's on the other camera.. but still.. haha...

me kissing my grandma!

the blissful couple


me and my ah ma again.. she's a cutie :P

them again!

my uncle and my aunt, you have my blessings! God bless!

Words Painted on;
11:58 AM

it was the 'O's, now the 'A's

thought it was all over... when it all started all over again
yeah.. my 'A' lvl chinese paper.. had it this morning

KILLER

either i lost my flair for chinese (which i dun even have in the first place), or i have lost my brain (which, also, i dun even have in the first place)...
well.. if i passed or fail.. its ok.. can always try it again...

had prayer meeting this morning with timothy.. haha... get to know samuel.. someone i saw so many times in school.. and i think a girl called eileen... (or is not?)... she was late and thus we started on our own.. quite cool la... praying with someone u dunno.. but its good..lol.. like short fellowship...

for the whole day.. my poopy kept wanting to come out....
but i have no time to let it out.. too busy

hui shan brought me a bottle of her AH MA's LIANG TEH (thanks!) and it was good.. real awaking,.. haha... but it kept leaking and caused my bag to be infested with a nest of army red ants...

then got killed by chinese paper

then meeting with mr.philip tan
then go home.... i mean, RUSHED home...

went to luqman's..

anyway.. tomorrow is my uncle's weeding! haha.. gonna open the car door for him.. lol...
erm.. till then... hope i can grab hold of some pics for my blog.. hhaa...

i can foresee!!!
my 'a' level cert.. i have foretell the future, haven't i told u i am a clairvoyant?



cant really see, try ZOOMING or other methods.. of SAVE IT AND zoom it.... but then.. not bad eh?

Oh mine, heaven!......


saw this phone in GSMarena, Samsung section... it's not out yet.. but one look at it.. my jaw dropped... splendid! magnificent! it's like.. OMGosh! it has a internal memory of 1GB, alright 1.3MP camera, a USB2.0 port, 256k colours... and many more...

if only i have a sugar daddy.......
lol.. just joking...

Fraller's "What IF?" #1 : Pigs Rule World

haha.. decide to come up with a section that list out the 'what ifs' in my blog..
What if #1: Pigs Rule World
was browsing through a friend's blog of mine and found this damn cute pic
a time when pigs rule the world:

by right.. this is now

then this is then

so people.. beware...

my Clique

was just browsing my friend's friendster pic... and i got this...

forget to intro my gang
the LOTUS gang.. lol

loong wye got covered by a cutie

left to right loong wye, me, chai jing, noelle, jing wen(behind), rena

yeah.. these people are my school's life support.. although when they pms, they always vent their pmsa (post, pre, present menstral syndrome attack) at me :(

Ah Per Hair Saloon

lol.. it was so boring in class on tuesday.. dunno where mr.ho went to...
then suddenly, i remembered once i played with jing wen hair and flushed it with so much wax

ya u are right...

i took out my wax and.....

"i am damn bitchy" style

"modern ah-so <-- auntie" style

"anti-gravity" style

"ah! the wind is blowing too hard" style

"corspe" style (note that this hair style is damn popular in obituaries)

i have noelle as my first customers actually.. dunno where's her pic... but her hair was QUITE nice la.. not as bad

*The following model, Lum Jing Wen (who is currently attached) can be contacted. Call 1900-645-3948 to book an appointment. She takes all styles of hair, even bald.

Rate for hair saloons - $0.06/day
Rate for normal students - $0.03/day
Rate for schools, events, churches, shopping malls (mannequins) - $0.02
Rate for guy she likes (you should know who carie) - FREE <--- equal to throwing herself onto the guy p.s thanks loong wye for the pics :)

Wa Piang eh!

Yesterday i thought today will be a relax and free day
then someone (arrg feel like killing him)... reminded me that there's meeting today at 1pm!
arrg.... meet meet meet meet meet.... forever
arrg.. cant take it la.. my freedom and everything
and have to handle irritating people
and have to trouble over this and that
arck! if only i have a carie dummy, im sure gonna punch it ten thousand times.. (Carie watch out.. LOL!!!)
tata.. one more hour of fun to school.. arck! stupid school

A Brand New Start

as i looked back of these years
the moments of laughter and tears
finally i cant rest everything down and start all over again
a start of something new
not that i will forget things from the past
but to learn from mistakes i made
like losing ppl whom i should have treasured
or things i should have did

but its ok...
there's always a time for a new start
the sun will always rise up again
let this be it...

anyway...
the links part is incomplete
kinda have some technical problem.. if u know how... tell me!!!

Jing Wen
Solomon
Noelle
Hui Shan
Chai Jing
Kai Qing
Sally Foo
Valerie Ng
Hafiz Banama
Jun Zhi